other peoples alter egos

today i happened across a blog by a guy who wanted to end his sexual dryspell (thank you stumble...)

i thought about it and wondered how it would have read if a woman had posted it. i wondered how the comments would have differed, i wondered if she would have also received exlax brownies. that must have sucked.

any thoughts?

then i wondered, how different is this? i mean i'm not writing about my lack of sex, or how badly i fail at the bar, but i am writing about all the dirty thoughts i haven't given an outlet. sometimes i'm writing about the outlet. i don't really expect too many people will read this. if they start to i expect i will have to start using full and proper grammar.

i was hoping this would allow me to find a place to set my mind at ease. a place where i could release all the nasty thoughts and ideas that flow around in my brain. i am hoping that maybe like minded people will find me and enjoy what i have laid bare upon the table.

bare upon the table, now that's not a bad idea.

i often imagine myself in different bound scenarios. i like variations of tied down doggy style the most and this is what i often come back to as a fantasy. wrists bound to knees or ankles face almost smashed down on the bed or floor or possibly a lap. ass forced high in the air. this is my mental porn. this is why i get lost inside my head sometimes.

i suppose this is why i started here. to invite others inside my head. maybe to get invited into others heads.