me

i am a somewhat recently single female in the DC area.
i say somewhat recently because in the tradition of all bad relationships we reunite occasionally for sex. its good sex, or i wouldn't be so weak, at least in my book it's good. he's labeled it great. but guys are easily pleased. i'm harder to please, it takes a working knowledge of boyscout knots, a few yards of soft but strong rope, and a blindfold to start. ok it doesn't always take these things but if you want to get the job done right, it helps to have the right materials.

i like to be tied up. lots of people like it, so i probably only need half as much therapy as you think, and that's for an entirely different set of quirks, including the sudden need to anonymously announce all this to the public. i also occasionally suffer from severe bouts of submission. this i may need therapy for, but it seems to work out for me. it's partly the source of the reunions between me and the ex. see, ours was the first relationship i really got to explore those desires, and the relationship ended because of goals and reality not because we don't like each other or have good sex. we are on different paths, except for this one part of our life which seems to keep leading us back to each other.

i think he charts his path though, because he knows about this plague of submissive behaviour. he also knows what types of conversations will set off the need to treat said plague, and i think he works it to his advantage. not that i am complaining. i am just admitting that i haven't been charting my own course at all times. i like it that way. not that i want someone to tell me how to do everything, every moment, i just like it sometimes.

of course, sometimes i lead myself into temptation. everyone has needs. sometimes i also like to guide the way i'm lead. i have planted many a naughty seed in his fertile imagination, and i feel like i haven't yet harvested what i've sown.